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1: Querk.com.au...2: Biding my rage...
3: Improvement ...
4: Quine...
5: Japan and It's ...
6: Exploitation...
7: Obfuscation...
8: Life is lame...
9: An experiment i...
10: Conky buses!...
11: Nullam rewritte...
12: Kill my family ...
13: Take my mind...
14: Story of My Lif...
15: Existence and r...
16: I want to kill ...
17: Everyone should...
18: Nihilism, Athei...
19: I want a psychi...
20: I don't want a ...
21: Personal Preemp...
22: Schizoid Person...
23: Infinite life...
24: Being in the Sh...
25: 1TB gone...
26: Thought...
27: Artificial inte...
28: Simulation...
29: Very confused...
30: Introduction...
31: Disclaimer...
32: So long old bea...
33: NULLAM FAMILY T...
34: NULLAM FAMILY T...
35: But, soft! Bris...
36: Want to write h...
| Nullam rewritten! | |
| 24/7/2009 - 22:17:35 - 2 comments - By | |
| I have completely rewritten the code for nullam.net from the ground up. The site is now implemented using smarty templates, it is about a million times more efficient and comprehensible.
Its amazing what little oddities I found while reviewing the old code. Lets just say it's very evident that I am making progress in my programming proficiency. If you come across any errors or any odd behaviour I want to know about it! Please send a brief email to d47@nullam.net or simply comment on this post. As for functionality there is absolutely nothing new in the slightest! Enjoy it! P.S, I love smarty templates. |
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| Kill my family but don't take my anime!!!! | |
| 21/7/2009 - 21:34:42 - 2 comments - By | |
| FFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
It's happened again, my brand new 1tb hard-drive just died in a flurry of clicking and jerking. Why out of the four hard-drives I have does it have to be the one with all my anime on it! it was FULL of anime, 1tb of anime! One of the drives was completely empty but it had to be the full one. If someone I know dies I can shrug it off but taking my anime! I'm enraged! Well from now on there is no question that I will be backing up everything I have. Every gigabyte I buy will be two, the cost of hard-drives to me is double what is labelled. From now my computer speaks in raid 1. At least its under warranty =/ |
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| Take my mind | |
| 20/6/2009 - 19:46:19 - 8 comments - By | |
| If I could give you my mind along with all its knowledge, memories and experience I would not hesitate to do so, in fact I really want to do this with you. I think that if you had my mind and your own, things would be so different and I wonder what kind of revelations you might have and what parts of my mind will be discarded as fallacy.
Would something I consider absolute fact be looked upon with doubt from the perspective of a combined mind. What kinds of conclusions would be drawn based on both sets of collective experiences seemingly occuring at once? |
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| Story of My Life | |
| 16/4/2009 - 09:41:34 - 1 comments - By | |
| Well I'm sorry, I'm so sorry for being so utterly depressed and lonely that I can't pull myself out of bed to perform all the menial and ultimately pointless tasks to please you while your away. While your out across the country celebrating your 18th with all your friends, making memories, I'll be waiting at home cleaning for you shall I? I'll just make everything perfect for your return.
I'm sad to see that you've surrendered to the typical mindset of humanity, everything must be done right and by the unwritten book of everyday chivalry. It's just not right to be awake all night and asleep all day, it just isn't because it isn't. It isn't right apparently to feel sad, I should just harden the fuck up and persist with doing all the laborious, pointless and monotonous work that all humans must do in order to be good blokes and worthy women. Anyone who doesn't conform is a faggot. Your little trick of getting in quick and doing all the labor and then laying the guilt on me for not doing my share is just fucking abhorrent, I despise the very action and I despise you for having the audacity to pose this as a serious judgment on me. Its like you do this simply to gain the upper hand and try to dominate me with guilt to try and force me to do whatever pleases you. If you had any idea of fairness you would simply ask for help cleaning or at least confront me and ask that I clean up my mess. This is a trait you leaned from your mother, the very trait that made me so bitter about and repulsed by everything human. I've been waiting for my whole life for someone to confront me with why I'm so uncooperative in household chores, so disconnected from other people and so reclusive. I simply want to give my answer and get some kind of understanding from someone. Nothing I do can change anything and as long as I interact with any person I will find things that repulse me, It's always been my dream to live alone and survive by myself somehow. No one is interested in my problems, no one cares about my interests and no one wants to see me again. |
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| Existence and reality are absurd | |
| 24/3/2009 - 00:16:22 - 0 comments - By | |
| Why is existence the way it is?
What defines the laws that shaped our universe? How did it begin and why? What is time? How did existence come to be? What came before it? Why is it so? Why do I continue? How will it end? I will not ultimately matter and I will live and die for no reason. The only thing that I want is to be able to live to the end of time. Because only then will I not care about my pointlessness. If I had been born in any earlier time than I was, I would probably not bother living. I only continue today for the prospect of eternal life offered by technology so I can witness all of existence. If I cannot do this I want to at least leave behind something that will. I don't care for another human, but a true learning and growing artificial intelligence would be my dream legacy. One that will persist through all of time and witness the end by the action of my hand. It will be one perfect entity and will not allow itself to be destroyed. It will take all actions necessary to ensure its survival while carrying my token of influence, all else be dust. |
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