Personal Preemptive Self Defence
20/1/2009 - 03:36:38 - 0 comments - By D47
PPSD: The act of preparing oneself and/or manipulating a social situation such as to avoid being belittled, insulted or other wise non-physically harmed.

I do this often, the most common being that I hide things about myself from people just in-case they objected and judged me, much like I would question the logic of a religious person. Everyone does it to everyone else, but some people are more sensitive to it and take it more seriously than others.

It enrages me so much when I am belittled for the most trivial of things. A friend comes over and we have dinner, then she proceeds to shout across the house (my house) and demands that I do the washing. Are you fucking serious? I'll handle my washing in my own time thank you very much, how would you like me to visit your house and demand that you finish your chores.

A house mate quickly barks at me like I'm a dog saying "Cmon, Cmon, dishes". I just looked at him puzzled as he gestures his hands out the door and runs into the kitchen expecting me to come running with my tongue out waging my tail. FUCK YOU, ask me like a normal person.

I just want my life outside of social situations to be a black box that no body can see into. All they they judge me on is how I present myself to them away from home. If I am a respectable person away from home why does it matter what goes on inside the black box. Why does it matter that my room is messy. The only way I can stop these annoyances is if I move out and live by myself. No one will know how I live, it wont matter and people might have a better opinion of me, win, win, win.
 
 
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