Being in the Shadow of Master Dylan
24/11/2008 - 05:39:01 - 2 comments - By ryivan
Greetings!

Hopefully, i will be able to contribute something to Dylans rather extensive list of pondering and thoughts about certain topics and add a little of my own to his blog.

Firstly, an introduction. I am Ry, i'd like to provide some sort of creative and fascinating insight into the many quirks that make my character, but that'd just be me taking words onto sentences that probably don't even apply, ultimately filling this space with blatant lies that would soon enough uncover there own inadequacies as i attribute more to this blog. Long story short, I'm pretty simple to understand, while sharing Dylans views that our race is a rather irksome one that lacks a few major qualities and the majority of the swarm that gather around the populace are degenerates who's thought processes probably don't venture much past "What should i eat, who should i fuck and where do i pick up bricks for money"... I like to think i am pretty polite and if i get to know some one who I deem worthy i will probably place there needs before mine and do the best i can to be a good ally/friend. I know it sounds rather elitist, but if your a biggot who acts like one im certainly not going to go out of my way for you, perhaps in the case of a pregnant biggot on a bus caught standing i will give up my chair, but nine times out of ten you will suffer the full wrath of my scorn, albeit silently.

Other then that, like i said, simple. I understand that, while i would like the opportunity to become some cybernetic being that is not constrained by cellular degradation, i will die in the near future. And i just don't have the faith to possibly believe there is some form of soul i possess nor do i suffer the selfishness to believe that i deserve a second life after i complete this one. So with that i want to make the most of what i can with this one, which consists of me being happy, well, content at the very least, playing video games, finding a comfortable job with a decent income and hopefully, one day, finding that special some one... again... and not fucking it up.

I'll take a brief moment to discuss this, as besides being genetically built into our system to harbor a strong connection towards a relationship, why among video games, food and general survival there is a girl. And I'm doing so to discuss a counterpoint with one of D47's previous post about his misunderstanding with why it is some people get so damned caught up in it all. And ultimately, the answer is comfort. Piece of mind. And in my case,my own kind of self loathing piece of mind. When you spend long enough doing things only for yourself, you grow tired of it and this slowly becomes this niggling feeling that your a selfish bastard full of bastard flavored filling, all of the "good" feelings you could extract out of your day to day live slowly becoming null. However, if your fortunate enough to become close to some one to the point where you could confidently label it "love" (Which as we know is a purely human construct so its a very general / generic term but for lack of a better description, we'll stick with that)you can devote a part of your life to bettering another's on a daily basis. It doesn't matter if its a big thing or a small thing, but lying in bed at night knowing that hidden beneath a sea of selfish desires and personal orientated goals you also helped some one else on a similar quest better theres. And you purely feel better for it.

I mean, there is always more to it as some would argue the benefits of a physical relationship or perhaps the moral support granted from a partner. But i can pretty confidently believe that what has just been described is at its core.

But hey, what would i know? Im single, right?

So im going to go ahead and wind this up now, in the event some poor soul had recently completed Fallout 3 and had nothing better to do leading to them mulling over my thoughts, i'd like to keep it a reasonable size to consume.

Oh, and Dylans 1TB HDD... May you rest in piece in the warranty storage facility in the sky, we shall miss your timeless classics, ensemble of musical pieces and nudity.
 
Axthal (25/11/2008 - 17:25:39)
If you WERE a selfish bastard full of bastard flavored filling, you would be a tastey one.

RIP D47's 1TB HDD =(

Neat site btw
 
D47 (22/12/2008 - 21:28:06)
Thanks =D

I got my hard drive replaced but unfortunately I now have nothing to put on it!
 
 
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